Don't know what you have til' its gone

You know the saying you don't know what you have until it's gone. Well my best friend got kicked out and he his never coming back to school and I have no idea what to do with out him.... i feel like if I didn't go back to him or if I didn't just wait a few more days, we would be dating right now, there would be an us again and now that he is gone I have no idea how I am going to continue on this path without him. He is the other part of me, the soul mate that I thought that he was before, now that he is gone there is nothing that I can do to change what is happening right now.

Thanks,
B